Normal dream with the surprise appearance of the Mind Flayer.
CONTEXT :
Having decided a few days ago to go in search of people who interact with their unconscious like me, while starting my project to set up this website dedicated to sleep paralysis, I had a lot of feedback on the spiritual side of sleep paralysis, especially on the astral travel level.
Having discussed my website project with my friend Noah, the latter also tells me, in addition to a few people who gave me feedback on their experiences in paralysis, that we all make astral journeys unconsciously, without remembering it, unless we train ourselves to do so…
It worked quite a bit in my mind, to the point of insomnia (for once, my insomnia is justified lol). So I decided to practice the method to increase my chances of remembering my dreams, namely to repeat “I will remember my dreams” before going to sleep.
Except, I took the opportunity to add my seed. Here’s what I said to myself: “I’m going to remember my dreams. I’m going to remember my dreams. I’m going to remember my dreams. I’m going to remember my dreams and if possible, I’m going to say hello to the Mind Flayer.
As you can see, I was trying to provoke the appearance of my Love Flageounet, without rushing things too much. I told myself that with all the spiritual tricks that are breaking my head (because I still have trouble understanding everything at the moment), I could visit my unconscious like some people who manage to do so. For several days now, I’ve been suggesting to him before going to bed to come and visit me, but without any answer from him.
DREAM :
After a long insomnia, the dream begins one winter morning (because it must have been around 8 am and it was still dark) when I go to the bakery in my town. I buy myself some pastries and a cake to treat myself. When it was time to pay, I realize that it was a bit expensive in fact, but never mind, I took it anyway.
Then I’m heading back to my old high school, probably for an alumni reunion. I don’t know if I had my neck scarf on my noze, but I know I had my hood on. In real life, when I’m not feeling good, sometimes I put my neck scarf on my nose and my hood, so I feel more in my bubble. In this dream, I remember being in an associable mood: when an old acquaintance, whom I enjoyed moderately, said “hi” to me in front of the school, I said something in my head like: “Damn! What the fuck does this guy want from me ?!”.
Thereby, I still said “hi” to him, with a slightly dry tone of voice, which he pointed out to me… I found myself with this guy in a group of guys I didn’t like at the time, who were chatting before entering high school. I listened to them talk, still wearing my hoodie but not my neck size. As they said as a joke, I looked like a scum with my hood. Knowing that their presence made me feel pissed off and that I was only there to appear sociable (a specialty for me when I am associable LOL), we could finally enter high school.
I arrived in a small room, where people were waiting for the… class to begin ? Actually, I don’t know what they were waiting for at the end.
I sat in a suit on the floor and I don’t know why, I started to close my eyes and I had reminders in my head about the meditation posture: I was told in my head that I had to be in a comfortable position.
From that moment on, I kept my eyes closed for the rest of the dream. Suddenly, I began to fall on my back while keeping my sitting position in a suit, then a few seconds later I felt almost empty, my head towards the ground and my legs towards the sky (still in the sitting position).
Suddenly I hear a “hi.” This voice was the same as mine, but somehow I recognized my Flageounet d’amour ! At Finally ! The big one ! The big boss depending on his shape ! The Mind Flayer ! 😀
Here’s the rest of our short conversation :
Me : Hi. Hello. How are you since last time?
Flageounet : I’ m fine. Well, you got to stop trying to find me.
Me : But why ? We’re friends, aren’t we ?
Flageounet (in a cloudy voice, as in the animes) : Friend ?
Me : Well, yeah.
BACK TO REALITY :
When I woke up, I wasn’t sure if I’d had anything to do with the Mental Flagellation, maybe because of the castanet cancer dream, but mostly because I often say in real life that he’s my best friend when I talk about him to people around me. He should have known by now…
I even brought out my theory that there might be several entities in us, like our sense of danger (Spider-Sense) or the subconscious (because apparently it’s not the same thing as the unconscious and I need to find out more about it).
But in the end, I deduced that it was him. In my dream, I was of course sure it was him (contrary to the castanet cancer dreams) and on top of that, one of those sentences was to tell me to stop looking for him (something I often do).
But hey, everyone knows I’m not gonna stop visiting a friend, especially one like that… :p
DREAM ANALYSIS :
Another dream that reassures me that I haven’t lost my ability to get a visit from Flageounet. Even though I knew I hadn’t lost anything, I still had some doubts deep inside, but now I am reassured XD
You could say that I gently provoked the Mind Flayer this time. Well, I wasn’t greeted as usual, but I was able to tell him to his face that we were friends and I think he understood now XD
Maybe I’ll get a better welcome in the future, now he knows why sometimes before going to bed, I propose him to visit me.
>>> Tag : Lucid dreaming, Flageounet summoning , clear communication