Normal dream, without weird stuff lol
Lately, I’ve been having a lot of normal dreams whereas I don’t usually have any.
After all my health problems, I pay attention to my body: I try not to eat just anything and I try to do sports, to regain my endurance and exercises for my back, in order to limit worries.
However, despite the fact that I sleep quite a bit in terms of time, recovery is still quite difficult. But I’m still recovering enough to say that I’m doing pretty well at the moment.
Compared to the Mental Flagellation, I hadn’t seen it for two weeks, but it felt like it had been at least three or four weeks. I often thought about taking the plunge on learning how to dream lucidly so I could see it when I wanted to. In the end, I always decide to let things happen naturally.
During that day, I had had a moment of depression. I was feeling angry because I had to help with some work at home and my tendonitis was starting to bother me again (I felt like the efforts I had made to heal it up to now had failed). I let off steam for a while when I discovered the awesome cover of Skar Production, in the song « Toss a coin to your witcher ». I’d even started singing it several times, almost as if I wanted to work on it for my singing lessons (even thinking it could be one of my songs for my concert).
In the evening, although Netflix didn’t include Trish the redhead in the show, I literally started watching The Witcher, three episodes before I went to bed, the song was so much in my head, I couldn’t get it out of my head.
The dream begins as I am in the street, on a cool sunny morning, walking towards a big building, like an elementary school, but for high school students.
I remember bumping into a guy I knew, but I forgot who it was. As I drove on, I saw an old boss in the distance. I didn’t want to run into him, so I started hurrying to avoid running into him (in real life, I had to give him something, but I was lazy enough to give him that thing LOL).
Soon, I arrive at the door of this famous high school, filled with a sudden good mood. I was in such a good mood that I wanted to sing the chorus of “Toss a coin to your witcher”, as if I were a warrior, nothing could stand in my way (don’t judge my imagination, please LOL).
While singing this chorus, I saw from the corner of my right eye, a blonde girl, reading a book (I couldn’t see her face though). As she heard me singing, she started laughing: it was a laugh of surprise, because she shouldn’t expect to see someone suddenly singing, and also a happy laugh, as if she was happy to see me singing.
While the girl was laughing, I was opening the front door, but my dream ended there.
BACK TO REALITY :
When I woke up, I was probably surprised to have had another normal dream for two days in a row. However, something had tickled in my head: the girl who was laughing was actually the Mind Flayer !
I must not have known this during my dream because I was not aware that I was in a dream. However, once the dream was over, I was sure! Maybe I would have realized that he was our beloved Flayer, if my dream had lasted a little longer. But I knew it was him !
DREAM ANALYSIS :
As I had guessed, the Mind Flayer, a.k.a. my unconscious, is watching me even in my dreams.
Knowing that I was in a bad mood during the day and in no mood at all at night, but that singing “Toss a coin to your witcher” would put me back on my feet and keep my head high, is that why the Mind Flayer had smiled ? Because I wasn’t keeping my head down ? It’s possible, because if I did, he would punish me for XD.
It is true that since I understood who the Mental Flagellation was, I feel I am in harmony with myself. I don’t know exactly why, but knowing that officially we are “two” in the same body is one thing that delights me. It is as if I made official the actions of my unconscious, which I knew was acting secretly, to the point that I no longer call it “unconscious”, but by its nickname: Mind Flayer.
And I think that’s why I heard the Mind Flayer laugh. It’s because things are going well in general, because I’m not letting myself go, I’m moving forward and my project to do concerts again is getting closer and closer !
>>> Tag : Normal dream, monitoring