DREAM 1 :
I see E., a cousin I had recently seen again after years.
In this dream, at one point, a person (perhaps my paternal grandfather) tells me to watch out for “E.’s father,” Sounil, without giving an explanation.
Suddenly, I find myself sleeping in the living room of my house in the middle of the night (like the times when it’s too hot in my room), when suddenly, someone knocks quite violently at the front door of my house (even though I have a gate). With no response from anyone, the person knocks on the shutters of my parents’ bedroom.
PERSONAL NOTE: this part of the dream is a reference to my Uncle Sunil’s suicide. According to my mother, a few days after his death, someone came knocking on our front door. For her, it was the spirit of Sunil who came knocking on our door, but no one dared to go and see (personally, I have no memory of it and knowing myself, I would remember something like that).
DREAM 2 :
I’m waking up from my previous dream. The sensation of paralysis is present, but less constricting…
My brother, who was sleeping right next to me in the dream, asked me if I was okay. I can answer him quite easily: “I’m fine. I’m just having a sleep paralysis” (I’m too much genius: I’m having a sleep paralysis and I answer that I’m having sleep paralysis LOL).
At the same time by answering my brother, I can at least get down on all fours (after only three lucid dreams, the genius starts to take control).