Rêve à la Inception
For the past few days, I had been trying to provoke the appearance of the shadow I see in my dreams, by mentally asking it to appear in my dreams, because I needed to take stock of the galleys that were happening to me at the moment (the mother who was menstruating and having her midlife crisis, the house-hunting that was becoming more and more burdensome, my job becoming less and less motivating and my post-traumatic stress that had come back a bit).
DREAM 1 :
My dream begins while I’m lying on my bed. A doctor is examining my mouth, with my brothers next to me, almost as if they were his assistants.
One moment, the doctor, asking me to open my mouth wide and showing the back of my mouth to my brothers, spread tipp-ex on my tongue, to clean it (I think). The taste was unpleasant, like the powdered flour of memory. After that, I fell asleep in my dream.
DREAM 2 :
I wake up later in the night (while I was in another dream (dreams at the Inception are often hard to follow, huh ? lol)), lying on my right side, when suddenly I see a shadow appearing above me. Unable to move my head, towards the shadow, I realize that I am paralyzed, conscious of having sleep paralysis. I still manage to perceive that the shadow had a face for once: my brother’s face (he took himself for Jaqen H’Ghar for tooking my brother’s face or what ? lol).
I see this one bringing his face closer to me, while I’m still trying to turn my head. So I try to communicate the taste of the “tipp-ex” in my mouth, but to no avail, because my jaw is unable to move. I can hear the shadow saying something to me, but his voice is blurred by a high-pitched sound, like in radio communications that don’t pick up well, and I am unable to know what he said to me (for all intents and purposes, he just said “Valar morghulis” MDR). Then he ends up leaving again, just as he arrived.
RETURN TO DREAM 1 :
I wake up after that, thinking that I was wide awake in reality, more paralyzed but still with that taste in my mouth. Lying on my right side like in dream 2, I end up puking on my bed, right next to my pillow.
I sit down and try to clean with what I have on hand in the dark, always with that taste in my mouth.
BACK TO REALITY :
When I woke up, I was lying on my right side, like in dreams 1 and 2. I realized that I had something in my mouth: I had a lot of saliva and some of it was dripping down next to my pillow, as in the end of “Return to dream 1”. LOL
DREAM ANALYSIS :
Nothing out of the ordinary, even compared to my brother’s face. However, it was a dream that had to do with the fact that I had drooled in real life. Let’s not let it get out. :p
>>> Tag : Summoning Flageounet, Drooling, Scrambled Communication, Faceless man, drooling