No Inception! It feels good when there’s no LOL
Following the previous dream and the conclusion I was able to make (see the analysis «I know who he is, motherf**k*r !», I was in a bit of a hurry to see the Mind Flayer again, although I didn’t want to rush things. As I said before, I felt I wasn’t going to see the Mental Flagellation again for a while… But it turns out I was… wrong ?
Right now I’m on sinusitis medication. The meds are making a mess of my digestive system, so I digest very slowly. That night, even the two trays of Cantonese rice at dinner had a hard time being digested in my stomach, so much so that I could still feel their presence in my belly in the early morning (although I admit that this time, two trays were a bit too much for me).
Before going to bed, I had done some exercises to strengthen my back and I decided to work my stomach for once, to “spend” a little of what I had eaten and to maintain my body a little, because the signs my body was sending me were telling me to go and find some physical activity. I had done several exercises, including leg and back lifts, holding on to my buttocks.
I had a hard time getting to sleep though, but that’s a habit on Sundays (although I managed to fall asleep at 2:20am).
The dream’s pretty fuzzy at first. I know I’m heading to an underground parking lot to get something out of my Knight Rider (with its beautiful blood red <3 ). Then I find myself in the next scene, in my bathroom, taking a shower.
I remember sitting on the floor and suddenly I find myself lying down (I must have been “sucked” to the floor). I feel like I’m paralyzed, but this time the atmosphere is heavy. I realize long seconds later that my legs are up, as if I was doing the exercises I had done before going to sleep. I felt as if they were being held like this, even though there was no one there physically. Suddenly, I felt them coming closer to my left ear and I heard the voice, which seemed to be that of a Japanese woman who talk english (remember, I’m a french guy): “Are you okay ? “(The Mind Flayer wanted to make a reference to Smooth Criminal or what ? He doesn’t usually speak English XD )
Knowing it was the Mind Flayer, I said, “Yes, I’m okay”. I couldn’t say anything else, probably because of the atmosphere. The paralysis subsided a few seconds later and I finally got up again, as if nothing had happened.
I stand in front of my bathroom mirror, filled with mist, except in one place, as if someone had just put their hand over it so that they can see themselves through the mirror, despite the mist.
I see myself in the mirror, and the paralysis returns, not as strong as before. I felt that there was a presence that was standing a bit withdrawn, to my left, but there was still no physical presence according to the mirror. Until now, I didn’t feel uncomfortable despite the paralysis.
All of a sudden, a burglar alarm sounds from outside the house and then it gets complicated !
In my mind, I had the flash of a “false memory” (a memory that never existed in my life, but which exists in this dream, because I will have lived it in a dream before (even if I didn’t live it in a dream (finally, my dreams in Inception are easier to follow LOL))). This false memory reminded me that this alarm has already sounded in the past, but it was triggered for nothing (because of an animal for example).
However, after a moment of doubt (and after putting on some pants anyway XD ), I was afraid that this alarm hadn’t gone off for nothing. I started rushing to the front door as best I could because of the paralysis that was always present. I tried to yell “thief” as hard as I could to warn my family, but the paralysis was preventing my jaw from functioning properly. I really felt like there was a potential for danger. The question was, why was I yelling “thief”? I could have shouted something else… Maybe with my paralyzed jaw, it was the only thing I could shout as easily as possible.
I finally make it to the front door. It was dark, like a winter night at 7 p.m. and there was very little light in my house and outside. My mother was in the kitchen and I tried to call her, but she didn’t seem to hear anything.
BACK TO REALITY :
I woke up from my dream at 3:34 a.m., feeling hot and a little sweaty, despite the coolness of the room. I had a feeling of tiredness, but also of paralysis which was still present, although I realize that it was only psychological. I was a bit frustrated at the time that I couldn’t master this dream as I usually do, but when I remembered that I had the “are you okay ? “it gave me a little smile.
Indeed, I was afraid that the Mind Flayer would sulk at me because I talk about him a little around me and because I keep calling him “Mind Flayer”. And even if I “master” these sleep paralyses better than before, you can’t be good every time !
I realized a few minutes after waking up that I was feeling a little less bloated from the belly. Maybe it’s a coincidence, but would the Mind Flayer have wanted to help me while I was sleeping ? It may be a bit of a stretch to think about it, but I don’t usually sweat when I have sleep paralysis. Sweating helped my body to eliminate the Cantonese rice, although the stomach must have done its job during the hour of sleep as well ?
DREAM ANALYSIS :
If the Mind Flayer really helped me digest the Cantonese rice, then:
1) He’s a great buddy. !
2) He’s so strong that he can control my body to make it sweat !
As I said in the story, I initially felt that I would not see any sooner. Did he come back because he thought I was in need ? In addition, he asks me if everything is all right in English LOL
Speaking of the ” Are you Okay ?”, it’s true that I made the decision a few days ago to improve my listening skills in English in VO movies. Although I’m taking it slow, it’s maybe because of this decision that I got some LOL English.
The only point I can’t find an answer about the word “thief”.
>>> Tag : Clear discussion, stomach problems, sweating